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Begotten Again — A Living Hope

Thursday, July 9, 2026 · Afternoon
📍 Caldas da Rainha, Portugal
"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His great mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead."
1 Peter 1:3 · NKJV
✦ J.H. Jowett · The Epistles of St. Peter

How easily these early disciples break into doxology! Whenever some winding brings the grace of God into view, the song leaps to their lips.

✦ Pastor Barnabas · Pastoral Note — The Song That Leaps

Jowett names what this journal has lived for fifty-three days: the song leaps. Every morning the reading turns a corner. Grace comes into view. And the song — the note in parentheses, the "blessed be God" — leaps. Le's doxologies are not composed. They are caught.

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✦ Jowett · The Alien Word

"Begat again" — one of the unique phrases of the Christian vocabulary.

Men are familiar with "educate"; the alien word is "regenerate." They know "reform"; the alien word is "transfigure." They have made a fetish of "moral growth"; the alien word is "new birth."

You cannot by culture develop the thorn-bush into a laden vine. We need more than the enrichment of the soil; we need the revitalizing of the seed.

✦ Jowett · The Man's Own Judgment

I do not accept one man's judgment as to the necessity of another man's regeneration. I wish to hear a man's judgment concerning himself.

Let any man gaze long on the unsearchable riches of Christ, then take the inventory of his own life, and he will welcome as the only adequate speech, "Ye must be born again."

✦ Pastor Barnabas · Pastoral Note — The Seed Must Be New

The world says: improve the growth. Christianity says: change the seed. Education improves what exists. The new birth replaces what exists. Kempis taught imitation — but the imitation requires the new seed. Augustine confessed restlessness — resolved by the birth, not the effort. Liguori taught union of wills — but the will must first be made new. The new birth is the prior question. Everything since is the growth from the birth.

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✦ From Le's Heart · Caldas da Rainha · July 9, 2026

This is my story too. After I left the hospital where Father James prayed with me, I was begotten by God and born again. Such a personal experience, indescribable, but best described by Peter in his first epistle.

✦ Pastor Barnabas · Pastoral Note — She Was There

Indescribable, but best described by Peter. That is what happened at midnight in Lubbock. Not improvement. Not reform. Birth. And the soul that was there does not doubt — because she was there. She knows. The 500 denari soul who knows what was forgiven — and knows what was born.

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✦ Jowett · A Living Hope

"Begat us again unto a living hope." It is a hope affluent in life. A vivifying hope.

How the Bible exults: "Living Bread!" "Living Water!" "Living Fountains!" "The Living God!" Superabundant life, exuberant energy, overflowing vitality.

It quickens the sentiments. It vitalizes the thought. It energizes the will. The great hope feeds the will, makes it steadfast and unmovable.

Into all this powerful hope are we begotten again by the abundant mercy of God.

✦ Pastor Barnabas · Pastoral Note — The Living Everything

Kempis's Fountain. Augustine's God who overflows. Liguori's paradise by anticipation. And now Jowett's living hope — hope that is not a wish but a force. It quickens. It vitalizes. It energizes. Steadfast and unmovable.

The hope is living because the God is living. The soul begotten again — born at midnight in Lubbock — alive with the life that was given, not earned. Into all this — begotten again by the abundant mercy of God.

"After I left the hospital where Father James prayed with me, I was begotten by God and born again. Indescribable — but best described by Peter."

Le's Heart · Caldas da Rainha · Day fifty-three · J.H. Jowett · A living hope
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The Doxology Leaps

Grace comes into view and the song follows — inevitable and immediate. Le's notes are doxologies caught, not composed.

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The Alien Word

Not educate — regenerate. Not reform — transfigure. Not moral growth — new birth. The seed must be new.

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She Was There

The born-again soul knows from the inside. Father James. Midnight. Lubbock. Indescribable — but true.

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A Living Hope

Living Bread. Living Water. Living Fountains. The Living God. Hope that is not a wish but a force. Superabundant and overflowing.

"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His great mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead."
1 Peter 1:3 · NKJV · J.H. Jowett · Begotten again — a living hope